Jan 4 09

It is not like a winter day in FL it is 81degrees and warm. I look at things I need to do but I seem to be tired to day I didn't sleep well as I couldn't hear KP breathe adn I kept feeling his back to see if he was alive. Glad to say he was, but he never moved when I touched him adn that is unusual the illness seems to be getting better and I think he will try work tomorrow. I have a roast that and mashed potates for dinner and that shouidl perk him up. He only has to work two days now and then next weekend were are cleaning his closet and setting up the new bed frame.
Aslan dan I went ot the dog park adn he romped and then I came home adn made3 a French coffee cake for pot luck at church I brought home beef stew from church adn Kp thouight it was pretty good. I long to write to my sisters and tell them how I feel I am really moving along with th grieving process but I don't want to upset anyone so I think I'll wait a week or so. I know that we all move at different times and ways and I don't want anyone to be upset. I am so blessed to have Mary Ellen in my life to help me. We support each other adn she is about a month ahead of me. I may have to cancel my massage for this week as I think I have a Dr's appt this day iadn I have waited 3 or 4 weeks for it so I need to go to that. Off to the sewing room to catch up on my 40 minutes of sewing There is a 2 hour skating program on so maybe I can sew for almost all that ti me. Sandee

First of 2009

I have decided to try to quilt or sew or embroider on my machine afor at least 10 minutes each day as of today I am 30 minutes behind but I intend to change that tomorrow. Kp has been sick since Tuesday adn I am worried because even with the Zpak he doesn't seem any better adn I know that many people had this and went right into pneumonia and didn't know it. He never stays home from work and it has been 3 days and he doesn't eat much all bad signs. I saw a cute quilt in my new magazine with elelphants and I think I shall make it for Abby. I have also decided to write in my blof at least two tiems a week adn to start practicing my keyboard again. I am also joining a weight loss contest at work and I want to get the new walking sticks that are like ski poles to see if they help me with my breathlessness. I have been so encouraged by all the projects that the members of the quilterbees have been talking about and doing I must improve and the only way I can do that is by working at it. I am also doingthe round robin quilt project and I think all will be surprised. It is 12:25 pm and I am really tired so I'm off to the bed. It's a new day tomorrow.